In April, I turned forty, a day I did not fear.
I’ve disliked so much of what comes with being young— being treated like I was stupid, or seen as an object, or denied access to something. Aging seemed measurably better.
Some years ago I knew a young woman who feared turning forty. She’d held great beauty and intellect all her life, and had learned to use her appearance like a weapon. For her, all aging was a creeping loss, as her expert deployment of her charm rarely let anyone else gain the upper hand. She was so mysterious to me.
Recently, I read a review of my last book in Spanish that first described me as a young writer, then corrected this statement— pues, ya no tanto (well, not so young.)
Ya no tanto! I repeated, all day, to everyone, YA NO TANTO!
The above essay is 144 words, a part of a series explained over here.
Happy Birthday! We look forward to the future of your work and writings.
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